Losing it...

Your image starts to show up everywhere
In the people I know
And even in the people I don't know..
In places we frequented
And also in actions that you've done before...
Am I losing it???
Your image distracts me..
Ties me up
Suffocates me
Until...
I finally have the courage to look down
And realise...
I'll be six feet under
If I ever let the image free...
The closeness that you gave me once
Made me selfish and yearn for more...
The feeling of being special to someone
Made me careless and fell right into the pit...
The pit that I don't want to get out
Hoping against hope...