Come Back To Me - Utada Hikaru -

Come Back To Me - Utada Hikaru -

The rain falls on my windows
And the coldness runs through my soul
When the rain falls, oh the rain falls
I don't want to be alone

I wish that I could Photoshop on
Our bad memories
Because the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
Won't leave me alone

If you come back to me
I'll be all that you need
Baby, come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in the past

(Come back)
Baby come back to me
(Come back)
I'll be everything you need
(Come back)
Baby come back to me
(Come back)
Boy, you're one in a million
(Come back)
Baby come back to me
(Come back)
I'll be everything you need
(Come back)
Baby come back to me
(Come back)
You're one in the million,
One in the million

On the bayside of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
And she buys this
And she buys that
Just leave her alone

I wish that he would listen to her
Side of the story
It isn't that bad
It isn't that bad
And she's wiser for it now

I admit I cheated
Don't know why I did it
But I do regret it
Nothing I can do or say can change the past

(Come back)
Baby come back to me
(Come back)
I'll be everything you need
(Come back)
Baby come back to me
(Come back)
Boy, you're one in a million
(Come back)
Baby come back to me
(Come back)
I'll be everything you need
(Come back)
Baby come back to me
(Come back)
You're one in a million
One in a million

Everything I ever did
Heaven knows I'm sorry but
I was too young to see
You were always there for me
And my curiosity got the better half of me
Baby take it easy on me

Anything from A to Z
Tell me what you want to be
I open my heart to be
You are more priority
Can't you see you punished me
More than enough already
Baby take it easy on me

(Baby, take it easy on me)

Baby come back to me
Baby come back to me

(Come back)
Baby come back to me
(Come back)
I'll be everything you need
(Come back)
Baby come back to me
Come back
Boy, you're one in a million
(Come back)
Baby come back to me
(Come back)
I'll be everything you need
(Come back)
Baby come back to me
(Come back)
You're one in a million
One in a million

(Come back)
Baby come back to me
(Come back)
I'll be everything you need
(Come back)
Baby come back to me
(Come back)
Boy, you're one in a million
One in a million
(Come back)
Baby come back to me
(Come back)
I'll be everything you need
(Come back)
Baby come back to me
(Come back)
Boy, you're one in a million
One in a million

La...

Hee.. Spamming this song all thanks to Lynnett & Simon. Jian Fung is on the receiving end. All thanks to his iPod. XD.

A part of Me

Hee.. Love this woman.
So much of my memories comprise of both of us.
Unlike other people, I don't really remember the first time I met you 7 years back...
(Yah.. that's how long we've been such besties.)
We just fall into the puzzle gradually.
And since then.. You're always there...
Helping me up when I fall down.
Cheering me up on rainy days.
Always the one to be counted on when I have noone else to turn to.
Although Form 4 and 5, there was this 6-feet-under valley between the both of us...
Thanks for all those Restaurant City, songs we shared, food you treated most of the time.
Those sad moments where we laughed and cried.
Of course there are moments when we fought.
Especially the uber big fight where it almost broke both of us up.
I'll always remember it so that I won't be so foolish anymore.
Thanks for always bugging me because God knows I'll collapse without it.
I hope you're having fun whenever we're together (not in a lesbo-ic way. XD)
But God knows how I'm blessed to have such a "siao poh" like you in my life.
I admit my 24 hours a day are limited and there's only so much time I can free especially for you.
But, we always ended up having one whole day for each other.
Haha... Even when I complain of not having enough time to sleep.
So basically(your most hated line)..
I LOVE YOU WOMAN!!!
And of course, love your butter princess too.
Do treasure him yar..
It's so much more fun with his presense...
Haha... This post is really random.

Losing it...

Your image starts to show up everywhere
In the people I know
And even in the people I don't know..
In places we frequented
And also in actions that you've done before...
Am I losing it???
Your image distracts me..
Ties me up
Suffocates me
Until...
I finally have the courage to look down
And realise...
I'll be six feet under
If I ever let the image free...
The closeness that you gave me once
Made me selfish and yearn for more...
The feeling of being special to someone
Made me careless and fell right into the pit...
The pit that I don't want to get out
Hoping against hope...

Your back...

I'm starting to love looking at your back
Your broad shoulder and tall frame
Makes me feel comfortable and warm inside
Remembering happy moments
No matter how moody I am at that time...
I can only afford looking at your back for a long time
As I can only steal little glances at your front...

Working moments

I've been working for the month of July in Capsquare.
Honestly, I've never heard about this place before.
And it was my first time stepping into this shopping complex during my first day of work.
This place is damn quiet and you can only see a few people scattered aroung this place.
That's the ground floor where I'm working.
1^st, 2^nd and 3^rd floor is almost dead. Most of the boutiques are closed.
If not for the Times Warehouse Sale last 2 weeks, 2^nd floor would be dead too.
3^rd floor is where the TGV is.
Another thing about this shopping complex is that there's no directory and those pepz working at the Concierge is always MIA.
Which makes me part-time walking directory where people would ask me where's this this restaurant.
Oh.. Which reminds me that the only happening thing in this complex is the fine-dining restaurants and the only supermarket - OLIVES.
Let me list down some of the restaurants:

• Four Seasons - famous for its Duck -


• Tappers - nice mutton curry -


• Secret Recipe


• Modesto's


• Thai Restaurant


• Baba Low's


• Coffee Bean


• Starbucks - Lynn's all-time fav -

I guess there are more restaurants but these are the places that I'm asked often.
And there's a few other pubs.
Anyway, as I've said before, this place is really quiet and is a business for office hours.
Otherwise, I just need to stand there and stay pretty. LOL!
Luckily, there's an eye-candy over there so that I'm not that bored.
And crazy bosses to make my life colourful: Alex, Quek, Richmond, Kevin and Ryan.
Not forgetting Auntie Chan who taught me loadsa stuffs.
Some of the memorable things that happened ON MY FIRST DAY OF MY WORK:

ME : Hi Sir. Try this out.
HIM : Is this free?
ME : Yah, of course.
HIM : If it's free, then give me try lar. If not free then I don't want la. You get my point la har???
ME : *WTF???* Er.. OK... *passed him the juice* It's no sugar added. *smiles*
HIM : How you know no sugar added?
ME : It's written there on the box *shows him the box* (If don't believe then don't buy larrrr)
HIM : If it writes there then you believe lar? What if it's not true?
ME : Er.. I don't think the company will want to jeopardize it's good name by simply writing these stuffs??? People can sue one if they know the company is cheating(i immediately regretted this last line)....
HIM : OKlar, if you are a consumer and you realised that this company is cheating. Would you go and sue him?
ME : Maybe...
HIM : There.. you say maybe.. What la...
ME : YES! I WOULD DEFINITELY SUE HIM.
HIM : You got so much money or not?
ME : I got lawyer friend. I can ask one mar.. Then she can give me discount.. (I'm starting to make no sense at this point)
HIM : Eleh.. your friend got so good or not? If your friend went and kill someone. Would you shoulder the blame?
ME : (I don't wanna lose and I don't know why he's even relating all these) YES!!! *FUCK YOU*
HIM : BULLSHIT! (I think he don't have ANY friends) Malaysians are really hypocrites I tell you. (I've known that fact la please)

*****
And the rest of the conversation involved with his experience of meeting racist people (which made me hate Jian Fung at this second coz he's a racist) and saying me pathetic coz I don't know Chinese(as if I purposely don't want to know chinese. Honetly, I'm really sensitive with the face that I don't know Chinese which made me cry one I ran into the toilet). DAMN HIM SCREW HIM FUCK HIM!
Definitely, this post is really filled with foul languages. Sorry pepz. If you were in my shoes, you would understand.
Another thing that happened is where I won because after the incident with the old man, I kind of lost any fiery passion to make sales.
After I convinced this person to buy my juice, he suddenly decided against it because he never tasted the free sample and he said arrogantly "I don't want to buy stuffs that I've never tasted before". His sidekick added "I give you 10 seconds to reconsider giving us to taste the sample". WHAT THE HECK?!?!?! You think you're what?
And I replied evenly "There's no sample. Thanks sir."
And they walked away which later came back to buy it.
I was so satisfied and I smirked at them when I passed them the juices. Hehx... Arrogant asses.
Anyway, tomorrow will be the last day of my work.
And ask Simon if you wanna know more about my job description. He knows VERY WELL. LOL!
"Hi sir, try this juice" *squeal*

Rapid Killer

Rapid KL is Rapid Killer(translated by me) which will be the death of me soon.
Honestly, I have so many complains about this bloody bus which will, unfortunately, be my transport for the next 3 years if I still don't get my own car.
Firstly, this particular bus that I'm taking comes only once per hour or once per 45 minutes. I don't know why so little while other numbers (such as U20) comes more than necessary per hour.
Secondly, if it doesn't follow their bus routine, I would have to wait and rot for 2 hours under the scorching heat. I've tried before waiting for 2 hours (6pm ~ 8pm), and at last forced to take another Metro Bus.
Thirdly(reason why it'll be the death of me. I admit it was partly my fault), the bus driver won't make sure that all the passengers get down safe before taking off. Last week, I wanted to get down from the bus and the bus started moving!!! At last, i jumped off and touchdown-ed with my ars. >.<".. My butt was scratched. Luckily, no other bruises were detected. Hehx.. Actually, it's kinda funny how I fell. LOL! But, it's really irresponsible of the bus driver. Hmph... Anyway, I think the percentage of myself being the death of me is so much higher. Hahax!!!

My Uni condition

University life is taking it's toll on me.
So lifeless and vexing.
My only aim is topass the exams get at least a B in the exams.
And end everything.
I'm really looking into a very dark future.
There is only nothingness...

I've Sinned and I admit!

Hi, I've commited a crime a.k.a I've sinned. I forgotten Teddy Mak Pui Yee's birthday which was on June. Yah, curse me to go to hell or whatever. I think I deserve it. Sorry Pui Yee. I know "sorry no cure". But, just wanna say it anyway. And Happy Belated Birthday. Hope you had a nice b'day.

*Slowly drifting apart.. When will I drown???*

They come and go...

The hottest news right now must be the death of the LEGEND, MICHAEL JACKSON.


I guess I can be considered as one of the few who knows about this?


Listening to One.FM every morning when I wake up has been a habit. Like every Friday, I was listening to One.FM last 2 days. Somehow, that particular Friday's news gave changed the whole world (one way or the other)... Then I heard the DJ, Jeff, saying that Michael Jackson passed away due to heart attack. I was like.. "Oh.. Okay. Michael Jackson passed away". *This is what you call morning blurness*.


Then, as Jeff continues to feed details on his death, the reality starts to sink in slowly.. Michael Jackson, THE LEGEND, had left all of us. Honestly, I'm not that affected as I'm not a fan of him. Plus, because of his cases with the children, he gave me a totally bad impression. That's why I've never came to like him. I've even labelled him as a sick man. Ya, I know I'm not a very nice person. I guess because of my prejudice towards him, I didn't try to accept his songs or his greatness in the music industry.


Everytime my mum tells me that MJ is a good dancer and singer.. The words just come and go. Actually, he looked quite good last time. I personally think that it's kind of dumb of him to undergo so many operation to whiten himself and look really bad. But, I guess he can't be blamed. Blame it on fame? Blame it one people who cares about skin colour?


I'm sure MJ has loads of his fans out there. Loving him for his voice, songs and his most famous moon-walk. The world would certainly mourn his loss. It's a loss to the world for losing a legend such as him. But, maybe there's a positive side of it?


REST IN PEACE!

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While popular people like him will be mourned by the whole world, there are some people that will go unnoticed and will only be noticed by their loved ones.


Life is a never-ending cycle. Live and die. some may die young while some lives long enough. Some die of natural cause while some die under the hands of reckless people and ruin the victim and the victim's loved ones' lives. I would refer to these reckless people as IDIOT. Doing things without thinking of the consequences or would just think of their own benefit. People who's done wrong should own up to their own faults.


At last, those who receives the hardest pain is the victim's loved ones. Hating the idiot. Some maybe cursing. Or some would be thinking "Why did he bang my xxx?" or "What if I didn't let xxx go there?" or "I shouldn't have let xxx went there".. Which is totally bad for the mind.


But, as the saying goes, "Good people don't last long" because the Gods loves kind-hearted people. So, maybe that's why they are taken away for us. I'm sure they would be totally removed from the worldly desires and might even be happier "up there". I guess most people will refer to it as Heaven.


I only hope that noone will blame themselves for the death of their loved ones. And no point in thinking "If only I..." because if it's destined, then there's no way you can change it. I'm sure those who's passed on would like you to continue with your life as happily as possible. The greatest love??? To be happy for your loved ones even if he/she is no more with you. Loving someone doesn't mean you have to have him/her. Learn to let go and walk on bravely. The future lies ahead and the past will always remain as memories and lesson to be learnt to be a better person.


*No matter how the sky is dark, light will always prevail like however long is the night, morning will always come*

Selfish... Really...

Honestly people, please don't be a fishmonger.

In other words: PLEASE DON'T SELL FISH = PLEASE DON'T BE SELFISH!!!

Today I went to the market with my parents. And the market we went is always crowded every single weekend as it is very popular. So, whenever we want to eat, we had to hunt for a place. And today, although we managed to find a table, we were short of one chair for my dad. So, I went to the neighbour table to get a chair since I saw an extra chair:

" Me: Err..Uncle. Is this seat taken??? *smiles politely*

Bloody Uncle: Yeah.. Yeah.. Yeah.. *smiles exaggeratedly like some bitch*

Me: Umm.. But there are 2 seats here. Are both these seats taken??? *I saw only one fella get out to get food*

Bloody Uncle: YeaYeaYeaYeaYea.. It's taken.. It's taken.. *still has that bitchy smile. NOTE: Uncle is a GUY*

Me: Owh.. Okay... Thanks... *walks away* "

Then.. Dad came back from ordering food.. Luckily with a chair for himself to sit. I was thinking "That bloody uncle better be telling me the truth that there's another person sitting there". Then, I turned my head to his direction and saw(to my frustration) he got up from his original place and sit on the chair that I wanted PLUS the seat next to him is occupied by his newspaper!!! ARGH!!! WHAT THE?!?!?!?

I told my mum about it... She said "It's like that one lar.. Kiasu"... OH MY GOD!!! In this crowded market with so many people standing by each table just waiting for a chance to sit down and have their breakfast, please be more considerate and DON'T SAVE THE SEAT FOR A NEWSPAPER!!!

*No offense to real fishmongers. I don't mean it literally. PEACE... I still need real fishmongers for real fish supply*